i thought i was healthy enough to having life like this. drinking alot of water. but i reckon its a big no. drinks alot of water a day dint make your healthy but more to bloated. damn ! this is sad. thinking my life with this stupid fucking knee. i just so damn sad about it. i cant walk properly like i used to. i miss my old knee. ahahah damn u never know until u lose it. yeah that is very true now to me. i supposed being more careful towards it. but i just dont. farrrrkkk.
my friend said that im gonna be like this for a month. which i really dont like it . oh my. please please and pleaseeeeeeee i want to play badminton to lose my weight instead sitting reading books although it is good except not that healthy. i supposed secrete more sweat so that i know i am healthy strengthen my tricep bicep and anything ! but now ! all i can do is now, walk slowly and tempang tempang like fuck. seriously i dont really appreciate this !!
im feeling like going back home and find someone who knows how to urut my knee to tune up back my damn urat. please pleaase. i need to talk this to my dad :( but the tix seems dont allow me to going back home !! how i wish malaysia airlines is belong to my dad right now. but im just another passegers whos paying for the ticket . :(
i dont know.
7/20/2011
7/17/2011
sunday blues~
bored yeah thats me or my life. i dont know. judge me. LOL
haha hari ini nothing much aku buat except mendelete memorable msg :( haha although aku sedih tapi im happy cuz i can let go suda everything. yeah everything ! EVERYTHING !
went to as salam to buy some food. and yeah. new housemate is here. LOL its really funny when my roomate with confident says that the girl is ugly so no worries lah. tahu tahu junior dorang time sekolah menengah. bahaha how shame is that shame ? lolol i was smiling saw their reaction that time. LOL man. cici pn balik suda. and thanks ! because of her i managed to xray my knee then apa lagi. eat some good food. and yeah not that bored even still bored :) lupa mau update status. kejap ! yea done. except for making me fat fat fat ! hehe
and yeah finally i change my place to study, i mean back to the dulu dulu punya tempat which i used to study di tilam sabut ku. heehe and yeah. balik lah pergi situ. i really need a good semangat not lazybum for this sem :) ohh please help help !
after this, i wanna go to mandi and then urut2 for my lutut bin bangang then study. opps study ke ? hahahaha :) please im not joking yea. -.-
haha hari ini nothing much aku buat except mendelete memorable msg :( haha although aku sedih tapi im happy cuz i can let go suda everything. yeah everything ! EVERYTHING !
went to as salam to buy some food. and yeah. new housemate is here. LOL its really funny when my roomate with confident says that the girl is ugly so no worries lah. tahu tahu junior dorang time sekolah menengah. bahaha how shame is that shame ? lolol i was smiling saw their reaction that time. LOL man. cici pn balik suda. and thanks ! because of her i managed to xray my knee then apa lagi. eat some good food. and yeah not that bored even still bored :) lupa mau update status. kejap ! yea done. except for making me fat fat fat ! hehe
and yeah finally i change my place to study, i mean back to the dulu dulu punya tempat which i used to study di tilam sabut ku. heehe and yeah. balik lah pergi situ. i really need a good semangat not lazybum for this sem :) ohh please help help !
after this, i wanna go to mandi and then urut2 for my lutut bin bangang then study. opps study ke ? hahahaha :) please im not joking yea. -.-
7/16/2011
roller derby !
last thursday was our first training and guess what?! i injured my knee ! yeah they say its moving forward, but somehow i kinda scared i mean im thinking twice is this my right path ? or this is just another obstacle in order to become a great derby ?? uwaaaa.
i bruised all over my body and im the one who most falling down during the training. gaahh . nampak sangat aku niy lembik and my tricep is sumpah lemah okay. nak support my body pun susah. booo you gemuk.. im so sad lah. i need to train i mean i need to doing exercise from now on so my body will fit and yeah and bla bla bla.
and my first time hurt my knee and i told my dad and he's being kepoh and tell my aunt to come to my place to check on me and we did go to the doctor and scan my knee and nothing much hurt just ya know my urat need to be fix saja. and i need someone know how to urut my kaki but i found none so i guess im healing myself lah. Sob~sob~
and one more, i lied to my parents that i fell down on the floor but the truth is. ahaha and no way in hell im goin to tell them the truth since ohh emm geee i swear they will like scolding and non stop talking to me to not to attend the training anymore. i guess this is what i get for lied my mom and my dad kan. and even my siblings pun dint know the truth. i still dont have time to talk to them since i dont see them online. heehee
and by the way, i did told you guys kan yang training was awesome except saya bebal talingung still noob. sighh! i still cant make myself fall and when i fall, yeah thats it ! kebaaboom. i was worried too about my knee but thank god its nothing. ahahaha this is my first time and i guess all my muscle and urat and joint cartilage bla bla bla must be in shocked ! thats why laah kaki sakit and yela, tak pernah nak rasa injured kan. tu la pasal. heehee but trust meee ! i will ! even susah. aku nak jugak ! just 500 bucks tu idk where to find unless i dint eat anything for 5 weeks then for sure i can get it ! HAHAH :D
okay thats all for today. i am so much excited about roller derby ! weeehoo :D
i bruised all over my body and im the one who most falling down during the training. gaahh . nampak sangat aku niy lembik and my tricep is sumpah lemah okay. nak support my body pun susah. booo you gemuk.. im so sad lah. i need to train i mean i need to doing exercise from now on so my body will fit and yeah and bla bla bla.
and my first time hurt my knee and i told my dad and he's being kepoh and tell my aunt to come to my place to check on me and we did go to the doctor and scan my knee and nothing much hurt just ya know my urat need to be fix saja. and i need someone know how to urut my kaki but i found none so i guess im healing myself lah. Sob~sob~
and one more, i lied to my parents that i fell down on the floor but the truth is. ahaha and no way in hell im goin to tell them the truth since ohh emm geee i swear they will like scolding and non stop talking to me to not to attend the training anymore. i guess this is what i get for lied my mom and my dad kan. and even my siblings pun dint know the truth. i still dont have time to talk to them since i dont see them online. heehee
and by the way, i did told you guys kan yang training was awesome except saya bebal talingung still noob. sighh! i still cant make myself fall and when i fall, yeah thats it ! kebaaboom. i was worried too about my knee but thank god its nothing. ahahaha this is my first time and i guess all my muscle and urat and joint cartilage bla bla bla must be in shocked ! thats why laah kaki sakit and yela, tak pernah nak rasa injured kan. tu la pasal. heehee but trust meee ! i will ! even susah. aku nak jugak ! just 500 bucks tu idk where to find unless i dint eat anything for 5 weeks then for sure i can get it ! HAHAH :D
okay thats all for today. i am so much excited about roller derby ! weeehoo :D
7/15/2011
give me everything tonight~
tahu kan lagu niyy? oh my. saya tidak tahu mengapa lagu ni kan remind saya dengan my sibs d sabah tu bah.. selalu dalam kereta mesti layan lagu sambil nyanyi lagu ni ramai2. :( best niyy. ketawa ketawa lagi. but now? me here dengan ketempangan saya :( damn ohh benci nya saya kaki begini. kenapa laahh. saya sudah semangat mau join this. but suddenly pulak kan. demmmm. ka ini one of the obstacle being a derby girl ? ahhhh kusut kusut ! then i lied to my parents lagik. uwaaa no good no good. buttt.. i really want this bhaaa.
and tomorrow my aunt will come to see me. sighh~ benci nyaaa.. harap harap ini sakit biasa biasa sajaa since aku suda makan ubat kena inject. like hell and that was my first time kena inject d pantat. siallllllllllllllll sedih oh saya begini. teda mood mahu study. wanna lay down and baring sampai saya mahu bangun. boleh ka begitu ? tapi saya tengah menguatkan semangat niy. pleasee i really need some strength to hold on :( benci nya sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
and tomorrow my aunt will come to see me. sighh~ benci nyaaa.. harap harap ini sakit biasa biasa sajaa since aku suda makan ubat kena inject. like hell and that was my first time kena inject d pantat. siallllllllllllllll sedih oh saya begini. teda mood mahu study. wanna lay down and baring sampai saya mahu bangun. boleh ka begitu ? tapi saya tengah menguatkan semangat niy. pleasee i really need some strength to hold on :( benci nya sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
7/12/2011
empty
itu adalah apa yang aku rasa sekarang. padan muka aku or patut kasihan kan aku ? aku tak tahu. yang penting aku rasa kosong dan aku hanya merasa sedih. hari ini hari takda english word for myself. so fully bm la konon. heehe
agak lama kan aku menyepi diri. sebab? aku balik sabah and kat sabah. even internet connection tak macam haram kat sini, tapi masih lagi aku tak online. aku duduk, tengok tv, carik pasal dengan adik2 aku, round2 membakut, lepaking dengan sedara aku, walaupun bosan, tapi okay lagi lah. kadang kadang kita perlu jugak merasa bosan and bosan kat sabah, tak macam bosan kat sini. sini aku terasa terkurung, tak tahu nak pergi mana. oh myyy. sedihnyaa :( hmm
aku tak tahu. apa punca nya aku jadi macam ni. sighh~ maybe aku fikir banyak sangat kot. khamis ne aku kena pegi subang, and then aku try nak cari keja for every weekends. sighh~ i dont know. :(
okay la . later
agak lama kan aku menyepi diri. sebab? aku balik sabah and kat sabah. even internet connection tak macam haram kat sini, tapi masih lagi aku tak online. aku duduk, tengok tv, carik pasal dengan adik2 aku, round2 membakut, lepaking dengan sedara aku, walaupun bosan, tapi okay lagi lah. kadang kadang kita perlu jugak merasa bosan and bosan kat sabah, tak macam bosan kat sini. sini aku terasa terkurung, tak tahu nak pergi mana. oh myyy. sedihnyaa :( hmm
aku tak tahu. apa punca nya aku jadi macam ni. sighh~ maybe aku fikir banyak sangat kot. khamis ne aku kena pegi subang, and then aku try nak cari keja for every weekends. sighh~ i dont know. :(
okay la . later
7/07/2011
LOL
seriously im all alone now and running of time. all alone here.i dont know what to do. this stressing me up. urghh where is my next destination ? if im all alone now. sdjkfhsdjhfdjfh
i thought i can chilling with my biatch but her mom is really super strict and freaks me out. oh my goooddddddd.. not good not good. i dont have any friends here because all them was bz and i was oh my stuck in the middle of no where. where am i goin to change clothes ? ahaha im thinking something stupid bha ne. but my friend pun not sure about this so siapa yang akan take me ? so next plan. hmm im thinking of chilling at the waterfront. weee~ alone. duhh! pretty sickk huh !
oh my god. my dady is calling and thank gooodddd ! haqhaha he just said jangan jalan jalan padahal i think he know the truth that saya akan bejalan jalan. waakakakak oh my. i wanna laugh im being so shiall disini kan. urghhh haihh i hate being alone here. haih but thank god. i can express what i wanna say here by writing. hm honestly i feel so much better , see how writing cn affect your life. hihihih :DD hmm i think thats all lah for tonight. i need to pee or else i burst it out here. i got like 9 mins left. wtf cepat betul masa berlalu ohhkaayy . toodless !
much love,
pypachan
i thought i can chilling with my biatch but her mom is really super strict and freaks me out. oh my goooddddddd.. not good not good. i dont have any friends here because all them was bz and i was oh my stuck in the middle of no where. where am i goin to change clothes ? ahaha im thinking something stupid bha ne. but my friend pun not sure about this so siapa yang akan take me ? so next plan. hmm im thinking of chilling at the waterfront. weee~ alone. duhh! pretty sickk huh !
oh my god. my dady is calling and thank gooodddd ! haqhaha he just said jangan jalan jalan padahal i think he know the truth that saya akan bejalan jalan. waakakakak oh my. i wanna laugh im being so shiall disini kan. urghhh haihh i hate being alone here. haih but thank god. i can express what i wanna say here by writing. hm honestly i feel so much better , see how writing cn affect your life. hihihih :DD hmm i think thats all lah for tonight. i need to pee or else i burst it out here. i got like 9 mins left. wtf cepat betul masa berlalu ohhkaayy . toodless !
much love,
pypachan
LOL
seriously im all alone now and running of time. all alone here.i dont know what to do. this stressing me up. urghh where is my next destination ? if im all alone now. sdjkfhsdjhfdjfh
i thought i can chilling with my biatch but her mom is really super strict and freaks me out. oh my goooddddddd.. not good not good. i dont have any friends here because all them was bz and i was oh my stuck in the middle of no where. where am i goin to change clothes ? ahaha im thinking something stupid bha ne. but my friend pun not sure about this so siapa yang akan take me ? so next plan. hmm im thinking of chilling at the waterfront. weee~ alone. duhh! pretty sickk huh !
oh my god. my dady is calling and thank gooodddd ! haqhaha he just said jangan jalan jalan padahal i think he know the truth that saya akan bejalan jalan. waakakakak oh my. i wanna laugh im being so shiall disini kan. urghhh haihh i hate being alone here. haih but thank god. i can express what i wanna say here by writing. hm honestly i feel so much better , see how writing cn affect your life. hihihih :DD hmm i think thats all lah for tonight. i need to pee or else i burst it out here. i got like 9 mins left. wtf cepat betul masa berlalu ohhkaayy . toodless !
much love,
pypachan
i thought i can chilling with my biatch but her mom is really super strict and freaks me out. oh my goooddddddd.. not good not good. i dont have any friends here because all them was bz and i was oh my stuck in the middle of no where. where am i goin to change clothes ? ahaha im thinking something stupid bha ne. but my friend pun not sure about this so siapa yang akan take me ? so next plan. hmm im thinking of chilling at the waterfront. weee~ alone. duhh! pretty sickk huh !
oh my god. my dady is calling and thank gooodddd ! haqhaha he just said jangan jalan jalan padahal i think he know the truth that saya akan bejalan jalan. waakakakak oh my. i wanna laugh im being so shiall disini kan. urghhh haihh i hate being alone here. haih but thank god. i can express what i wanna say here by writing. hm honestly i feel so much better , see how writing cn affect your life. hihihih :DD hmm i think thats all lah for tonight. i need to pee or else i burst it out here. i got like 9 mins left. wtf cepat betul masa berlalu ohhkaayy . toodless !
much love,
pypachan
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