i thought i was healthy enough to having life like this. drinking alot of water. but i reckon its a big no. drinks alot of water a day dint make your healthy but more to bloated. damn ! this is sad. thinking my life with this stupid fucking knee. i just so damn sad about it. i cant walk properly like i used to. i miss my old knee. ahahah damn u never know until u lose it. yeah that is very true now to me. i supposed being more careful towards it. but i just dont. farrrrkkk.
my friend said that im gonna be like this for a month. which i really dont like it . oh my. please please and pleaseeeeeeee i want to play badminton to lose my weight instead sitting reading books although it is good except not that healthy. i supposed secrete more sweat so that i know i am healthy strengthen my tricep bicep and anything ! but now ! all i can do is now, walk slowly and tempang tempang like fuck. seriously i dont really appreciate this !!
im feeling like going back home and find someone who knows how to urut my knee to tune up back my damn urat. please pleaase. i need to talk this to my dad :( but the tix seems dont allow me to going back home !! how i wish malaysia airlines is belong to my dad right now. but im just another passegers whos paying for the ticket . :(
i dont know.
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