roller derby !

last thursday was our first training and guess what?! i injured my knee ! yeah they say its moving forward, but somehow i kinda scared i mean im thinking twice is this my right path ? or this is just another obstacle in order to become a great derby ?? uwaaaa.

i bruised all over my body and im the one who most falling down during the training. gaahh . nampak sangat aku niy lembik and my tricep is sumpah lemah okay. nak support my body pun susah. booo you gemuk.. im so sad lah. i need to train i mean i need to doing exercise from now on so my body will fit and yeah and bla bla bla.

and my first time hurt my knee and i told my dad and he's being kepoh and tell my aunt to come to my place to check on me and we did go to the doctor and scan my knee and nothing much hurt just ya know my urat need to be fix saja. and i need someone know how to urut my kaki but i found none so i guess im healing myself lah. Sob~sob~

and one more, i lied to my parents that i fell down on the floor but the truth is. ahaha and no way in hell im goin to tell them the truth since ohh emm geee i swear they will like scolding and non stop talking to me to not to attend the training anymore. i guess this is what i get for lied my mom and my dad kan. and even my siblings pun dint know the truth. i still dont have time to talk to them since i dont see them online. heehee

and by the way, i did told you guys kan yang training was awesome except saya bebal talingung still noob. sighh! i still cant make myself fall and when i fall, yeah thats it ! kebaaboom. i was worried too about my knee but thank god its nothing. ahahaha this is my first time and i guess all my muscle and urat and joint cartilage bla bla bla must be in shocked ! thats why laah kaki sakit and yela, tak pernah nak rasa injured kan. tu la pasal. heehee but trust meee ! i will ! even susah. aku nak jugak ! just 500 bucks tu idk where to find unless i dint eat anything for 5 weeks then for sure i can get it ! HAHAH :D

okay thats all for today. i am so much excited about roller derby ! weeehoo :D