gila !

yeah. i cant believe myself di sabah suda. i know its not impossible , tapi kan macam massive dream oh and i need to slap my face whether im living in real life or it just another long long dream that i had.

all my lil cuzzy love to stay at my house. and ditengah malam macam ni, sumpah dorang suka bising2 and they love when i throw them to the bed like yeahh ! macam wwf kunun. terus lah jugak kan aku p membuang satu2 dorang. kesukaan betul and tadi baru jak siap mengacau2 and thanks. aku dah free and tengah update my blog. heehe exam ? wasssssssss urghh idk what to say and did i tell you that i am so ready to repeat the subject ? pheww~ agak la tension but what to do kan. idk i seems blur and i dont know how to answer and i know my answer was wrong and i yeah give up and just get out from that ffffuuuccckiinggg exam hall. sighh~

boobies fetch me and yeah we talked about her life, pity her. her life kinda messed up and its been a while i didnt talk to her face to face. hurmm . and i hugged her for the last time. yeah i know im goin to meet her jugak by next week but i do miss her. to do crazy thing with her.

and guess what.flight saya delayed adalah for 2 hours. watafaaakk weh :( sumpah penat tunggu and they gave us mineral water and silver bird fruit cake. instead giving us that food, why dont u give us the food serve in the plane for free? seriously 2 hours kot. muka sumpah ketat and trust me, not me only yang pissssssed off. ahahaha. and yeah i supposedly sampai 9.45pm but 9.30 baru gerak. seriously what theee weeyyhh. and because of this, i will think like 38530383 before naik firefly or others punya flight and unfortunately malaysia cuma ada 1 2 3 company jak. so mau nda mau terpaksa la kan.

i was seriously tired and yeah its hot in here ! mahu hujan bha ne. but idk when. sighhh. cepat la hujan. i cant wait !

and ohh my cipet is better now. no more luka sana sini and good news is he gaining weight ! ahh comel !

xoxo
pyps

matchiam matchiam

yess. macam macam okay. 1st skip class pasal well kesakitan perut semula jadi yang akan dialami setiap bulan oleh kaum hawa. then dapat meow baru. and she is soo damn cutie cuteee ! sukanyaaa. nama ? still tidak diketahui. hehe pic? akan d upload SOON :)

then, kipas rosak like hell. i mean bilik tu sudah jadi hell panas okay. dem. okay sorry. my long lost friend called, eh not really lost lah. ade je jumpa last 2 weeks tak silap. hhihihi.

apa lagi eh ? okay hilang akal kejap.

toddles ! :)

why am i so distracted ?

hurm, idk but i am so distracted by something that im unsure about. damn. this is not good man. oh my. why eh why ehhh ?

okay kinda frust sebab hajat dihati hendak menonton malaysia vs singapore esok. but, i checked the tix and yeah. sold out baby ! fuuuuuu

and then, apa lagi yea ? cant wait to get home for few days. please peyod. please dont come this month. i mean like seriously for this month. nda kesah lah for next month, 10 days non stop. idont care and i really mean it.

and guess what. somehow kan im thinking that im going to married this guy. i can see sudah their name, but i dont know which one. since now i am mingled mingle with this guy . and they got same nmae. oh my. is that the sign ? bahahahaha . cut the crap fifa. reading too much novel might also affect your brain bha. so bewareeeee ! :)) okay. memang aku merapu and yeah korang takkan paham. okbai

hahahahahahhahahaha okay later peeps.

you're the one that I don't want

heeeh okay guys itu buku novel yang habis suda aku baca. bahhhbi okay ending tak best sangat tapi bagi aku pengajaran bahawa even kau tengah umo 19 or 20. haha it could be your monkey love and i thought when i in that age, i will found my true love but obviously i am wrong. in this novel, he met nate when she was 19 and 10 years lost contact and after they come back together and finally found that nate isn the one. haha funny !

and the ending, lucy dint make it with nate but adam, another guy he met when she first time come to new york. okay laah. not what i expected since most of book i have read, the one will be stay forever but in this book, NO they didnt !!!!

okay since ahad ne rajin sungguh aku update. yela got nothin much to do kan. okay so for today. i am goin to study. yeah ! u hear me?! fifa is studying mannnn!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA good luck for me !

ciao !

ohh saturday ~

haihh. astro still x dapat2 lagi. bosan tahu ! tapi tadi tengok movie kat lappy roomate nancy drew and ratatouille ! :)) oh my , hebat tikus terror memasak tapi susah nak imagine kalau benda tu betul. but sumpah comel comelll ! sukaaaa

i think i discover my new talent that is melukis. ahaha i know rightttt.. so unbelievable ! yela mengaris menggunakan pembaris pun still fail. haha oh my. nda la yang talented betul bah. just kalau diasah mesti berbakat gila. ahahaa. perasan gila kau.

tadi kelas extra for SE idk whether i can pass or no :\ wheeeeww~

later

selamat berhari jumaat

sesungguh jumaat adalah hari yang paling mulia and bla bla bla. sorry aku takde lah petah berkata kata. hihih

nothin much. just baru siap makan maggi ho liao ! saja tukar taste :)) brrrrpp. xcuseee me :)

what else? tomorrow will be toughest day ever since i have to struggling dealing with the damn boredom ! :))

okay, thats all.

random shit !

LOL

i thought i was healthy enough to having life like this. drinking alot of water. but i reckon its a big no. drinks alot of water a day dint make your healthy but more to bloated. damn ! this is sad. thinking my life with this stupid fucking knee. i just so damn sad about it. i cant walk properly like i used to. i miss my old knee. ahahah damn u never know until u lose it. yeah that is very true now to me. i supposed being more careful towards it. but i just dont. farrrrkkk.

my friend said that im gonna be like this for a month. which i really dont like it . oh my. please please and pleaseeeeeeee i want to play badminton to lose my weight instead sitting reading books although it is good except not that healthy. i supposed secrete more sweat so that i know i am healthy strengthen my tricep bicep and anything ! but now ! all i can do is now, walk slowly and tempang tempang like fuck. seriously i dont really appreciate this !!

im feeling like going back home and find someone who knows how to urut my knee to tune up back my damn urat. please pleaase. i need to talk this to my dad :( but the tix seems dont allow me to going back home !! how i wish malaysia airlines is belong to my dad right now. but im just another passegers whos paying for the ticket . :(

i dont know.

sunday blues~

bored yeah thats me or my life. i dont know. judge me. LOL

haha hari ini nothing much aku buat except mendelete memorable msg :( haha although aku sedih tapi im happy cuz i can let go suda everything. yeah everything ! EVERYTHING !

went to as salam to buy some food. and yeah. new housemate is here. LOL its really funny when my roomate with confident says that the girl is ugly so no worries lah. tahu tahu junior dorang time sekolah menengah. bahaha how shame is that shame ? lolol i was smiling saw their reaction that time. LOL man. cici pn balik suda. and thanks ! because of her i managed to xray my knee then apa lagi. eat some good food. and yeah not that bored even still bored :) lupa mau update status. kejap ! yea done. except for making me fat fat fat ! hehe

and yeah finally i change my place to study, i mean back to the dulu dulu punya tempat which i used to study di tilam sabut ku. heehe and yeah. balik lah pergi situ. i really need a good semangat not lazybum for this sem :) ohh please help help !

after this, i wanna go to mandi and then urut2 for my lutut bin bangang then study. opps study ke ? hahahaha :) please im not joking yea. -.-

roller derby !

last thursday was our first training and guess what?! i injured my knee ! yeah they say its moving forward, but somehow i kinda scared i mean im thinking twice is this my right path ? or this is just another obstacle in order to become a great derby ?? uwaaaa.

i bruised all over my body and im the one who most falling down during the training. gaahh . nampak sangat aku niy lembik and my tricep is sumpah lemah okay. nak support my body pun susah. booo you gemuk.. im so sad lah. i need to train i mean i need to doing exercise from now on so my body will fit and yeah and bla bla bla.

and my first time hurt my knee and i told my dad and he's being kepoh and tell my aunt to come to my place to check on me and we did go to the doctor and scan my knee and nothing much hurt just ya know my urat need to be fix saja. and i need someone know how to urut my kaki but i found none so i guess im healing myself lah. Sob~sob~

and one more, i lied to my parents that i fell down on the floor but the truth is. ahaha and no way in hell im goin to tell them the truth since ohh emm geee i swear they will like scolding and non stop talking to me to not to attend the training anymore. i guess this is what i get for lied my mom and my dad kan. and even my siblings pun dint know the truth. i still dont have time to talk to them since i dont see them online. heehee

and by the way, i did told you guys kan yang training was awesome except saya bebal talingung still noob. sighh! i still cant make myself fall and when i fall, yeah thats it ! kebaaboom. i was worried too about my knee but thank god its nothing. ahahaha this is my first time and i guess all my muscle and urat and joint cartilage bla bla bla must be in shocked ! thats why laah kaki sakit and yela, tak pernah nak rasa injured kan. tu la pasal. heehee but trust meee ! i will ! even susah. aku nak jugak ! just 500 bucks tu idk where to find unless i dint eat anything for 5 weeks then for sure i can get it ! HAHAH :D

okay thats all for today. i am so much excited about roller derby ! weeehoo :D

give me everything tonight~

tahu kan lagu niyy? oh my. saya tidak tahu mengapa lagu ni kan remind saya dengan my sibs d sabah tu bah.. selalu dalam kereta mesti layan lagu sambil nyanyi lagu ni ramai2. :( best niyy. ketawa ketawa lagi. but now? me here dengan ketempangan saya :( damn ohh benci nya saya kaki begini. kenapa laahh. saya sudah semangat mau join this. but suddenly pulak kan. demmmm. ka ini one of the obstacle being a derby girl ? ahhhh kusut kusut ! then i lied to my parents lagik. uwaaa no good no good. buttt.. i really want this bhaaa.

and tomorrow my aunt will come to see me. sighh~ benci nyaaa.. harap harap ini sakit biasa biasa sajaa since aku suda makan ubat kena inject. like hell and that was my first time kena inject d pantat. siallllllllllllllll sedih oh saya begini. teda mood mahu study. wanna lay down and baring sampai saya mahu bangun. boleh ka begitu ? tapi saya tengah menguatkan semangat niy. pleasee i really need some strength to hold on :( benci nya sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

empty

itu adalah apa yang aku rasa sekarang. padan muka aku or patut kasihan kan aku ? aku tak tahu. yang penting aku rasa kosong dan aku hanya merasa sedih. hari ini hari takda english word for myself. so fully bm la konon. heehe

agak lama kan aku menyepi diri. sebab? aku balik sabah and kat sabah. even internet connection tak macam haram kat sini, tapi masih lagi aku tak online. aku duduk, tengok tv, carik pasal dengan adik2 aku, round2 membakut, lepaking dengan sedara aku, walaupun bosan, tapi okay lagi lah. kadang kadang kita perlu jugak merasa bosan and bosan kat sabah, tak macam bosan kat sini. sini aku terasa terkurung, tak tahu nak pergi mana. oh myyy. sedihnyaa :( hmm

aku tak tahu. apa punca nya aku jadi macam ni. sighh~ maybe aku fikir banyak sangat kot. khamis ne aku kena pegi subang, and then aku try nak cari keja for every weekends. sighh~ i dont know. :(

okay la . later

LOL

seriously im all alone now and running of time. all alone here.i dont know what to do. this stressing me up. urghh where is my next destination ? if im all alone now. sdjkfhsdjhfdjfh

i thought i can chilling with my biatch but her mom is really super strict and freaks me out. oh my goooddddddd.. not good not good. i dont have any friends here because all them was bz and i was oh my stuck in the middle of no where. where am i goin to change clothes ? ahaha im thinking something stupid bha ne. but my friend pun not sure about this so siapa yang akan take me ? so next plan. hmm im thinking of chilling at the waterfront. weee~ alone. duhh! pretty sickk huh !

oh my god. my dady is calling and thank gooodddd ! haqhaha he just said jangan jalan jalan padahal i think he know the truth that saya akan bejalan jalan. waakakakak oh my. i wanna laugh im being so shiall disini kan. urghhh haihh i hate being alone here. haih but thank god. i can express what i wanna say here by writing. hm honestly i feel so much better , see how writing cn affect your life. hihihih :DD hmm i think thats all lah for tonight. i need to pee or else i burst it out here. i got like 9 mins left. wtf cepat betul masa berlalu ohhkaayy . toodless !

much love,
pypachan

LOL

seriously im all alone now and running of time. all alone here.i dont know what to do. this stressing me up. urghh where is my next destination ? if im all alone now. sdjkfhsdjhfdjfh

i thought i can chilling with my biatch but her mom is really super strict and freaks me out. oh my goooddddddd.. not good not good. i dont have any friends here because all them was bz and i was oh my stuck in the middle of no where. where am i goin to change clothes ? ahaha im thinking something stupid bha ne. but my friend pun not sure about this so siapa yang akan take me ? so next plan. hmm im thinking of chilling at the waterfront. weee~ alone. duhh! pretty sickk huh !

oh my god. my dady is calling and thank gooodddd ! haqhaha he just said jangan jalan jalan padahal i think he know the truth that saya akan bejalan jalan. waakakakak oh my. i wanna laugh im being so shiall disini kan. urghhh haihh i hate being alone here. haih but thank god. i can express what i wanna say here by writing. hm honestly i feel so much better , see how writing cn affect your life. hihihih :DD hmm i think thats all lah for tonight. i need to pee or else i burst it out here. i got like 9 mins left. wtf cepat betul masa berlalu ohhkaayy . toodless !

much love,
pypachan