this stupid fear-ness feeling will go away someday !
all is well.
i actually feel ashamed to ask forgive-ness from Allah because of what ive done.
actually it is not like im doing something big. or aka im just being kepoh and mengada mengada okay?
but idk why. everything seems so wrong right now.
i know i need to ask Allah to calm myself down. but i know He wont help me. i know He must feel betrayed. im sorry! :(
really sorry. i swear i just wanna have fun and things turn to be like this. 180degree !
i got my lesson learn here. just party with your friends. yes ! just them ! no need anyone else.
mini heart attack when he called me. the yaff man !
T_T
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