cuteness overload

i dont know but when i see his face. broad smile is automatically created. heee i dont know. but i just felt so damn happy to his sleeping face. like i want to gigit2 mess his hair. eee geram pulak aku. entah. theres something when i see his face sleeping cm aku pla yang tenang even aku x cukup tido and tak tido2 lagi up until now since i dont want my housemate uncomfortable with this. letting him sleep alone much better even i wanna sleep beside him like seriously. but what to do. :) pity him since he got out from hospital and yeah kami salu jumpa time2 orang tengah tido and yeah obviously dia x cukup tido lebih2 lagi dia tengah d hospital. entah la somehow kinda guilty but saya sukaa so what to do kan. hahahhahhaha i like him and i want him to be my steady bf but you know kan good thing takes time. patient is important. so yeah. lets just wait and wait. but 1 thing i hope he see that i like him, and i want him to be my special one. but i dont know when even nw hes the special one for me even he doesnt knw abt it. fuck it. hmmm what else to say. sumpah ayat berterabur dengan oh my english. hahahha okla bye.

not happy

seriously ? whats on your mind bitch ?

whatever it is. im not giving any furck of it.

maybe its me thinking about it too much.

i dont really care what you guys wanna think about it.

dont judge. well. yeah people always told me that if you loathe this person, well guess what, you gonna started to like or love them somewhere somehow anywhere anytime.

yeah. i loathe many people last time and became friends so what bitch ?

dont talk to me like you never hate someone and then became friends.

i know you did it too. so why not just keep your fucking mouth shut and mind the hell your own fucking business.

no use to talk about it. i mean i did too.

but farkoff. whatever it is i know this is my fault.

hey karma. do hit me now cuz im really tired.

oh how about we use the idontgiveasinglefuck concept.

yeah starting now on, i dont give a fuck of what all of you gonna say about it.

as long im happy with it. so yeah. farkoff you stupid bloody hell people !

:))

not a good sign

ohh hello ! lama gila aku x update blog aku since dari last year i guess? and this is the first time of this year for meh to update this blog..

weyyy im not feeling good weyyy :(( macam mana ni ?! uwaaa. weyy help me weyy !

macam2 dalam fikiran aku bha sekarang. tapi yang penting sekarang dalam fikiran aku mcm tu hari punya feeling bha. ahh kimaknyaaaa laah. shial eh

macam mana ni ah ? dapat kah aku jaga diri aku sendiri ? perlu kah aku jaga hati orang lain sampai aku nda terjaga. macam mana ni ahh ? shit oh shit ohh ! T_T

takut oh smpai nda lalu saya mau makan, tido doin anything. shit eh shit !

uwaaaaa saya sangat sedihh ! :((

what should i do ? what should i do ?

i need to make things clear even it hurts him alot. but what can i do ? ;))

alaaa jangan kau cakap jak ahh. kalau kau nda buat, kill meh ! shoot me plsss plss

serious shit wey. aku x pandai jaga diri ka?

sometimes aku terasa aku ditindas. aku rasa aku bodoh yang teramat oh. :(

weyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!




:((

its been a while

serious shit. its been a while.
hehe seriously december being nice to me.
i love you december. hikhikhik.
and guess what?
there are so many things happened.
hehe a good things and bad things.
semua ada.
anyway.
happy new year people.
i dont have plan yet.
whats yours?

are we the bad person now ?

when we says we dont want to be like this,
and years after that you turned to be someone that you dont wanna be ?

when we says we so not going to do that this thinggg,
but then you were doing that thing without your realize that you once said never gonna do tht thing.

are we the bad person now for becoming someone that we dont wanna be ?

TIESTO

the best night i ever had !
except drunk is not good for you. like seriously ! which it can damage your brain.
i dint remember any single thing about it !

nad, afdal, some stranger, me!

what a partayy !

waiting david guetta to come over here ! then we'll partayy hard againnnnnn !

BACK TO COLLEGE ! YAY OR NAY?

YEAP. title melambangkan entry.
so kali ini entry aku nak cerita pasal aku dah sampai college !
thanks to chin sebab fetch me from the airport.
so many stranger talked to me.
hmmph life.

sudah register. well result. i know. not that good. what to do.
tapi belum pointer lagi. i mean i still havent check my overall result.
so yeah. wait and see!

tomorrow collect the timetable and class started tomorrow. the fuccck rightt?!
hehe.

so i decide.i is going to tiesto! even im not big fan of trance ! HAHAHA