8/08/2010

baca ne baca !

“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that’s holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then they leave. And thank God for it.”
— Eat, Pray, Love, p. 149

8/07/2010

bored ~

nak tido tak dapat nak tido. nak study tak dapat nak study. nak cuci kain tak dapat nak cuci kain sebab dah tengah malam (alasan semata2). . hurmm and now idk what to do with my still fresh eyes nih. damn damn! skrang ne tgh tunggu bateri habis jek. ngee. malas kan mo charge so better tunggu habis bateri then tido. yelah sangat tido kan. hurmm

heehee i smell addiction here.. hihihi but idk lah, im not sure.yet but i think yah but not gonna ask anyway, heehe :)

girls day out today.. girls la sangat! padahal berdua saja pon.. me n lele.. salt! awesome! yeah lebih2 lagi angie! adore her! suma film dia suma thumbs up! for me la kan. sebab dia superb and able to do everything. i guess!? heehe with her sexy lips lagi.. aucchhh :D and now waiting for repo men! heehe tapi yang paling ditunggu tunggu step up 3D yeay! 26aug! god please pt! please lahh dah kluar time tuhh.. begging betul nih! ahahaha.. well some of my friends, mau beli henfon lar, itu lar. tapi me? shopping! ahhhh cant wait to splurge it out! heehe yahh! low battery sudah!! i guess i have to finish my writing! see ya people! have a nice day!

xoxo

8/03/2010

kenapa bah ni ??

mana saya tau.. tiba2 ja jadi moody. haihh.. malas nya saayyaa dengan perasaan saya sekarang.. aiseh.. maju sudah c fifa bermain perasaan konon.. yikes! geli ahhhh.

ohh ya, tadi g buat assignment kat lib and big sorry to aiyu sebab janji pkul 9 tp last2 pkul 2 kan.. hehehe. sorry la aiyu, mata ne sangat mengantuk ohh. tadi pun mcm nda mo bangun jak ne, padahal azan zuhur sudah, gilaa laa punya perangai. pheww malang ohh malang..mahahahahah

hurmm. supposed like tonight we are goin to investigate the place, but im so sorry hariz, i just feeling like i cant do it tonight. im feeling like im dying inside. ohhh god help me please ... :|

hurmm im sorry for keep silent to you. yahh you! im just takda mood nak texting and i do miss you, but im sorry, sometime silent is the best medicine and im doing right now. ahaa to you, another person.. i really appreciate ur concern as a friend but do u know sometime you can be soo fucking annoying in this earth ? seriously wehh , once i said nope or no. it just no lah kan, i know its not wrong to try but sometime when it just reached the limit and i cant stand it anymore, im afraid i will say something that i really dont mean it. im sorry, im just a normal and weak person when i get mad, i will attempt to say something that might hurt youself, so can u please just shut ur mouth up ? again,thank you so much and im sorry.

today is day 3. even not in mood but still have to do it. so iguess see ya..

till next time,

fifa

8/02/2010

this is too much ! seriously ! :(

wtf man! seriously i said what the fuck! its already 3.30am and im still awake? what happen to me? im feeling like wanna cry right now. i need someone beside me now, now! please ? i just need some sleep, good sleep.. i need to wake up tomorrow and doing assignment with aiyu, but how am i gonna wake up early if im still awake and blog-ing ? this thing just really make me mad and crazy. betul... haihhh .. i need sleep!

and now, its getting worst i guess. btw thank you so much for giving me this bena expectorant. i hope i can sleep , but ?? maybe the effect still belum ada lagi kan.. heehe or i need to drink it some more ? hmm.. tak suka oohh macam ne. seriously i dont have any mood to write right now, but i have too. it just damn fucking shit when u laying, and cant sleep.. fuck wehh fuck wehh.. tau la esok takda class. shit shitt!!

im trying to not to sleep time petang and yeah i did, gila tahan mata betul ohh.. sudah lah sumpah mengantuk after habis nasi lemak, tapi ini jugak saya dapat kan, nda dapat tido.. huwarggh :(( tension betul saya ohh. kenapa bah ne ? now i know the feeling orang yang mau tido tapi tak tido. sumpah fucking shit....!

banyak bah ne saya mau share, if and only if saya in mood kan menulis, tapi sayangnya im not . . haishhh.. i think lebih 30 mins suda minum ne, kenapa tak ada effect lagi ? siallllllllllllllllllllllllllll.. kan aku start suda memaki neh..hishh hishh..shit shit!!! orang yang nda suka tido pun saya rasa kan tido sudah bah, saya yang suka tido ne langsung nda dapat tido kan.. eee... tension tension! sakit hati! ohh maybe ini lah kali balasan telampau ketawa tadi kan.. mm bagus baguss!

hmmm maybe drg kak fiza, hariz and yang lain lain sudah sweet dream kali kan.. yang saya ? sedih oohh saya, c lele pun sudah lama sudah tido ohh.. eee.. geram ohhh !! menguap ja konon, tapi inda juga kan. fcuk wehh fcuk! fml .. :( i need to drink it lagi kan.. okayy... like macam tadi pagi kan, awal gila ehh terbangun neh. macam once ko terjaga kan, haram la mau tido tuhh.. :( sedih ehh mcm ne.. sumpah saya sedih ngan sleeping pattern saya.

dont you think that sleeping is the nice thing to do ? hell yeahh! you forget about everything for a little while kan ? kan ? setuju inda ? tatap la setuju !! heeehe.. ermm, out of idea.. bye bye! im seriously wanna try to sleep. please please help me ! please tolong la bagi saya tidor!



tengah tension tak dapat tido,

fuffuuu :( *fml*

8/01/2010

nasi lemak lori tepi jalan terbaik... !

alhamdulillah.terima kasih ke atas nikmat-Nya . sedap betul nasi lemak tuh, maybe lama suda kan nda makan, so rasa sedap ja. oohh tidak, mata ini terasa mengantuk pulak, aduihhh berat nya mata ini. tolong tolong please ! urghhh.. chill fifa , u got dynamics after this. tapi if malas, boleh ka tu namao p ? :D

yahh! ini baru betul eiqa, duit di bawah kaki sudahhh. akakakakak ptptn pun sudah siap sign, so like now just tunggu duit tuhh kebaboom jatuh dipoket saya seja.. yippi! yeaaahhh! skali tgk nda msuk2 kan. duuushh.. finally, siap semua. sign lagak mcm sign tender, tiru sign parents. fuhh sungguh tak baik betul dia memberikan contoh kepada pelajarnya. apa boleh buat, nasi sudah jadi bubur, terlajak perahu boleh undur, terlajak diri sindiri, tak boleh nak reverse la sudehhh.. ngeeehee

konon nya mau puasa la kan, teruk oh perangai. if ada nasi lemak, tak yah puasa.. akakakka and then betul la ada puasa, so puasa setengah hari la.. akakaka punya sial itu perangai.. haihh. nda pala, esok saya puasa since tak ada nak buat apa2 .. ehhhh, esok buat assignment dengan aiyu pulak ! :D erm okay la, no biggie la tuh. :D sayyyy i got got got your back boyyy.. best ne lagu, tp still nda dpat melawan kemengantukan saya ini. ini lah penangan makan nasi lemak, ko akan rasa mengantuk and malas teramat. betul2 effect dia sama ngan aku wooh. haihh. apa jadi dengan diet? ohh tidak. kang malam puasa lar.. hihihi ( cakap jak lebih) :D

ohh yah. lupa nak cakap, saya sudah start my 30 days letter challenge. <3 heeehe.. start 1aug2010 and habis 30aug2010.. heeehee :D



xoxo

fufuuu :D

7/31/2010

30 day letter challenge


Day 01 - Something you crave a lot

Day 02 - Someone you love

Day 03 - Your Parents

Day 04 - Your Siblings (or closest relative)

Day 05 - Your Dreams

Day 06 - A Stranger

Day 07 - Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

Day 08 - Someone whom you wished could have seen you at a proud moment

Day 09 - Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 - Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 - A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 - The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 - Someone you wish you could have had more time with

Day 14 - Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 - The person you miss the most

Day 16 - Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 - Someone from your childhood

Day 18 - The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 - Someone that pesters your mind - good or bad

Day 20 - Someone you are thankful for in your life

Day 21 - Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 - Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 - Something you regret

Day 24 - The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 - The person you know that is going through tough times

Day 26 - The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 - The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 - Someone that changed your life

Day 29 - The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 - Your reflection in the mirror

7/30/2010

remember me ~

haha just finished watching it and guess what.. ahaaa the story just touched me and tears just literally cames out. sedih gila cerita itu and paling menyedihkan saya masih tak dapat nak tido. damn fuck shit. seriously i cant take it anymore dude..

(masih bersedih dengan remember me) damn.. he loves to write and so do i! hmm. idk what to say my brains seems not working at all but my body still on which mean my brain is not get along with my body. damn. its almost 6 in the morning. please please ! i wanna sleep.. :(

pity ally, the person she love seems cant stay with her and yeah its suck mann.. youll never know until its gone, so say it loudly to the person u love because youll never know, when they gone. youll never get the chance anymore. ahhh apa aku merepek ne... sorang2 melayan movie with my small lappy. haaa memang takk ahh..

yaahh imy. u hilang for 1 day, idk where have u been :( i wanted to call u but.... nevermind. its just me. thank you. I never knew I could still have a slight chance at being happy, even if it’s a little. thank you!


xoxo

fufuuu :(