8/10/2011

i guess not in the mood

to write or to talk anything. be back later once i found my soul back. chehh. padahal teda mood jak pun sebab kelaparan. HAHAHAHAH

erm roomate mengajak ke tesco . but what to buy there ? -.- hmmm

ikut jak lah. -.- zzzzzz


okay later.

p/s: i need someone to hug me now. . someone pls pls pls ? :(

i guess im just too sad or bla bla blaaahh.

sad ? actually im not it is more to hurt feeling. perasaan ku terluka. mengapakah.

its okay. i know how to heal myself :) like yeah !

8/08/2011

almost setahun

yes ! almost setahun lagu yang aku request belum lagi dapat dapat siap. susah maybekan ? haha memandai jak kau fifa suruh2 request orang lagu, kalau senang nda pa jua. ini adeededed T_T biarlah tu. lupa suda kali dia kan. .

heehe see nda sangka ohh friendship aku dengan dia tahan like gila gila. thanks to facebook. oh no. thanks to chaer actually. manalah kau sekarang ne yea. takkan masih di rehab ? lolololol sabar lah yea. tu lah. dengan aku yang baik ne, ko nda mo. naaa pegi la kau sama itu ppuan and then bamm hilang khabar. alaa kau hilang khabar confirm2 la masuk rehab. hehe all the best sana sayang ! :DD

confirm confirm dia lupa tapi biarlah. apa kau ingat senang kah fifa mau cari guys yang ingat every single detail ? haha simpan angan kau tuhh weh. xkan ada punya. kau jak lah sorang2 ingat yea date date yang kau rasa comel. ffffuuuu u all guys ! :)

okay good night ! i know, hes never gonna find this. eeee geram nya saya. kenapa kau telampau bodoh ! bongok !

8/06/2011

persoalan

persoalan nya disini. wahh straight to the point terus. teda bunga bunga lagi. ahaha jimat masa bha kan.

adakah anda percaya dengan soulmate ? dan apakah yang dimaksudkan dengan soulmate. HAHAHA

yes itu persoalannya. dan ya. aku percaya and maksud soulmate sorry aku tak dapat nak tulis kat sini.

kenapa aku percaya ?

ada something yang happened kat aku menyebabkan aku percaya, aku tak tahu aku mengalaminya or tidak but somehow i dont know. ahaha macam dia soulmate tapi rasanya urm it just another temporary feeling katanya. but im pretty sure that is not another temporary feeling tapi kata jaja just move on sebab tak gunanya orang begitu. how sad ? :D

its okay sebab bukan semua orang dapat bersama soulmate mereka. ada yang ditakdirkan hanya menjadi kawan dan ada ditakdirkan langsung tidak jumpa soulmate . how sad ? heee but somehow aku rasa soulmate aku ne, aku x dapat sama2 just stay as a friend. how sad ?

lepas tu. yang ini. yeah situation sekarang somehow aku dapat tengok yang itu bukan soulmate tapi aku pun tarak tahu. feel yea thats it. itu feel. :) tapi its okay. enjoy as long as you can. search as long as you can kan.

fuck this cough , confirm karang tido macam bahbi terbatuk batuk. i hate it i hate it !!!!!!!!!!


pyps

8/05/2011

mimpi !

AKA NIGHTMARE ! what theeee.. i still can deeply remember and it was not good dream at all or i rather say it as nightmare. im blaming youu yeaaaa ! youu ! bf acah2 sebab selalu wish nightmare kat aku T_T

it was like i dont know. i was in a place with tons of people trying to get down but im stuck in the middle with all the people and next situation is , i live in somewhere which is so damn high and then im falling down because of when i looked down, kepala hotak jadi pening and yaaaaasshh aku jatuh and dead and lastly. i was sitting next to driver and suddenly driver tu cakap dia nak kencing and keluar macam tu je. while the car still moving and i have to take place but susahnya kereta dia moving ke bawah like seriously curam mahu mampus. and yeah. i managed to save it but saya mati terima kasih which i dont know why. bodo -.-

sampai sekarang saya masih terfikir and terfikir mimpi tu. and eee pelik oh what does it mean ahh ? yang driver tu yang nda boleh blah. ketawa ada. malu ada. takut ada. ehww nightmare is a just a nightmare doesnt mean anything at all bha kan. so its nothing la tuu T_T

selamat bersahur

yeaa hari ini entry dibuat pada awal pagi. pukul 6.15am. heehe nak tido tapi haduuiiiihh major problem aku disini ialah hidung. gatalllllllllllllllllllll gilak mau mampos. bersin bersin macam hapaa. then batuk2 yang melampau. thank god jugak la batuk aku nda menyerang time tido, if no, perghh memang aku maki maki jugak time tgh tido tu. aku peduli hapa.. sakit woo ! T_T then paling gross nya rasa tu batuk sangat lah tidak sedap sampai ada rasa bha batuk aku.. wah hebatkan.. nehh kamu ada ?!

please laa weh. i dont like dealing with all this sickness even sikit. tahu ka tidak best ! tidakk best ! i mean itttttt!! tolong lah. tolong laah. apa cara mau bagi hilang selsema and batuk yea ? makan ubat batuk ? or ubat selsema. takut bha aku nanti jadi hijau bha batuk aku tu. wakakakakkakakaka ehwww ! sial bodoooo. yaikkss.

oh entry kali ini jugak adalah untuk 18 ke atas sahaja since dia mengandungi unsur unsur menjijikkan. kepada tekak yang kurang kuat, adalah dilarang membaca entry ini sama sekali. sekian.

selamat berpuasa ! :D

8/03/2011

who are you?

malas mau cakap panjang panjang since puasa and oh actually i lost my word since i got so many things came up in my mind on my way back to home from class.

i dont know. yeah. maybe your so damn good until you want to judge people . but trust me, judging people is not a good thing and yeah. or maybe i just got hit by karma. lol. but whos cares? i do care !!!!

i mean it is actually nothing. i know la bha you better than me, but doesnt mean kau cakap begitu will make you more better. i also have no right to judge you. but i dont know, maybe if he was joking that time, i will take that as nothing. but seems. i heard it. i mean its better for me to not to heard it. HAHAH talk behind me , i dont give a damn. but the major problem is i heard it. that is no good bha. i dont judge you and i dont thinking a bit pun to judge you. but why? ahaha and btw, you just know me my name, but do you even know me like seriously? no ur just my classmate and actually i dont even bothred by what are you saying just now. but i terasa gila doh. i sungguh tak menyangka people like u will judge . i thought u were different like others but. hm nevermind it. people make mistake. apatah lagi aku yang manusia alpa ni. its okay. i actually nda ambil hati pun but just idk maybe that time, he was like jwhfbsdhfsdhjfb entah entah ! malas mau cakap.

tapi apa yang aku mau cakap disini, aku sedar diri aku and aku tahu d mana aku berpijak and aku ndakan salahkan kau pasal apa yang sebutkan tadi just benda ini antara aku dengan orang kuat diatas tu. bukan kau. so, kau mau judge apa semua, i dont give a fuck tapi that is not a good thing to do. cukup la kau buat dengan aku, jangan buat dekat orang lain sebab ianya tidak bagus.

aku tahu benda ni kecik macam semut tapi aku tahu diri aku seorang yang gila sensitive that is why im telling you this even aku tahu kau takkan baca and jumpa punya blog ni. and at least i do more feel like thousand times better than aku on the way balik hostel. macam macam fikiran aku tadi. hurmm hee but thanks because i am kinda postive thinking punya person. cheeewahh. so i can control myself. and terima jak lah. yea. maybe apa yang dia cakap tu betul jugak kan. sapa lah aku ne , bukan macam dia. like seriously macam langit dengan tanah beza dia. bak kata kak fiza. ehhh no need la to tell that here. biar lah. haha

SELAMAT BERPUASA !

ohh is this a challenge to myself?

2 hidden meaning. yes. and i let youu ( macam ada pulak orang baca blog aku) to think about it. ( wahh rajin pulak kamu mau fikir kan. puiiii)

okay enough. terawih for the first time kat semenanjung. heee :D thrilled do ! haha yala. i got no one bha to ask to go with. then if yea pun mesti ada alasan this and that and this. at last aku nda pigi kan. hmm cant blame to them jugak. maybe saya yang kurang effort kan. who knows ! :D

and okay. fever is not a good thing. frankly speaking, it make my life miserable ! ohh please. aand thank god. my immune is kinda strong jugak kan. ahaha 1 night only i had worst fever. u know what is the secret ? mandi ( urgh i hate it !! lebih2 time pening badan panas. demmm) then makan , makan ubat. drink alot of water ( like me air cap badak aka cooling water sebanyak yang mungkin) tido selubung. for sure sat lagi bangun confirm berpeluh gila and by that time u will know that ur getting better. haha and then 100 plus ! yea it is helping alot maybe ?!

sore throat. im having sexy voice now so feel free to talk to me. HAHAHAH

okay . i always saw this. urghh i think. urm forget it :D

so later !