JB mariiii :))

assalamualaikum. :)

okay seperti yang anda maklum aku raya kat jb tahun ini for the first time ! yay or nay?!
and my dad kinda upset about it. dia boleh cakap aku mengada ? agak2 la raya kat college kau nak aku mati ke weh ? plus boobies pun okay about it. so ?! :)) whatever la abah.

and he dint call for 2 days sudah. marah betul dia :( am i bad daughter ? :(

okay exam was okay. i dont know lah kalau aku ada careless mistake ke hape ke kan. heee and hebat ! aku buat rambut aku. heeehe im feeling good and stylo except the itchiness betul betul buat aku bengang. haihhh -.- baru nak tahan tak bukak for maybe 2 or 3 weeks. but i dont think so weh. hehe. okay so heres the pichaaa !! tadaaaa

itu dia muka langsi ! hahahaha ganas tak ganas ?!

and kitaorang ada buat almond london and sumpah sedap weh. so conclusion : kita memang pandai buat kuih tapi malas ! :D

tadaaaa jadi kan jadi ?!!

lepas tu kitaorang pegi cs dan berbuka. !! :D p/s : aku tak puasa sebab peyod peyod.. wuuhuhuhuh lepas tu buat muka tak malu makan2 ice cream mcd. hehe

the food seriously was nyumeehh ! and baru aku sedar aku ne camwhore jugak . ahahah banyak lagi pic ! tapi tak payah la banyak2 ! hehe

and lastly. pic tunggu setarbakk !

yeay !!

toddles!

p/s : i miss you. yeah i do. but you never feel this way. thanks bye

post banyak banyak kauuuu !

errrrrrrrrmmm perut nda selesaaa :(((

nervous. my sistem dalaman seems not functioning well bha. sebab minum coffee indocapeeee banyak sangat ! capek deh !! haihh

tau ka. saya rasa sangat malas mau balik jb ohh. sangat sangat ! ohhh lord please help me.

8.30am got paper. haduii.

kejap la tukar baju apa segala. mandi ? saya suda mandi pukul 3 pagi tadi. perlu ka lagi saya mandi ? rasanya tidak kan. ?!!!! btw wangi juga bha ne saya kalau spray spray itu britney spears punya perfume ! HAHAH

gonna change itu apa orang panggil.? haihh saya pun tidak tahu. itu di atas tu bhaaa. ! macam telampau ganas. ssoo not represent me nih. burh padahhhaalll memang begitu la tu kauuu. HAHAH bodoh !

toddles !

nyumeeehh ! :DDDDDDD

HAHAHAH BIG GUILTY PLEASURE HERE. ~

I SUPPOSED STRUGGLING AND JUGGLING WITH MY ASSIGNMENT RIGHT NOW.

BUT THE MOOD IS NOT HERE RIGHT NOW.

AND THE WORST PART, I INDULGE MYSELF WITH DAMN DELICIOUSSSSS MOIST CHOC CAKE AND LISTENING TO JAZZ SONG AFTERLIFE SUNRISE. OHH MAII.. IM SLOWLY DRIFTING FROM MY REAL WORLD. SLOWLY FADING TO MY IMAGINARY WORLD. I LOVE IT ! IM FEELING LIKE SITTING ON THE STREET CAFE, CHILLING AND LOOKING PEOPLE WALKING AWAY AND DOING NOW. OH GOD. I AM SOOOO ENJOY TO DO THAT. LIKE SERIOUSLY. NO BORING IN MY DICTIONARY IF IM LIVING MY WORLD JUST LIKE THAT. SEE TOLD CHU. IM SLOWLYYYYY AND MOLLY DRIFITING WHERE THE REALITY CHECK IS IM ABOUT TO FINISH MY ASSIGNMENT THAT I DONT KNOW HOW TO DONE IT :| FUCK MY LIFE ISNT IT ?

AAHH JAZZ IS ALWAYS GREEN. I LOVE JAZZ EVEN IM NOT LISTENING TO IT ALL THE TIME. SEE MY CUTIE MEOW PUN ENJOY OKAYY. SHE'S SLEEPING OVER THERE. HOW CHILLING THIS SONG !!? AHH SUDDENLY I MISS WATERFRONT KK. SITTING THERE, WATCHING SUNRISE DOIN NOTHING. LISTEN TO THE WAVE. EATING BANANA SPLIT. DAMN..........!!! READING BOOK. WRITING ON MY JOURNAL BOOK. WALKING AROUND THE STREET. SMILING TO MYSELF RIGHT NOW. DAAA IM CRAZY. GUESS SOMEONE IS REALLY NEED A VACATION. WAIT FOR PTPTN THEN ILL FLY TO ANDY'S PLACE. HAHAHA MAYBE FOR 4 DAYS OR LESS OR MORE. WE'LL SEE. THEN MAYBE LABUAN ? AS MY BF ACAH2 WISHED? DID HE ? OR HE'S ONLY ACAH2 WITH ME ?


PYP

rindu !

jiwa tak tenang selagi aku tak update. HAHAHAH bongok kan. tapi betul weh. time pegang pencil tu macam ade yang kurang. yela kau dah niat kan. hehe

rindu ! yes ! rindu kat awak tahu. dah lama awak tak call saya. bz ke ? semenjak dua menjak awak dah jarang call saya. sedih tahu. dengan member member awak yang lain pon saya dah tak layan sangat. no more video call from you. no more every night calling from you. rindu tahu! oh maybe saya dah besar, grow up. bukan kah ini yang kau mau fifa ?? annoyance datang bila dia call kau. . HAHAH neeehhh padan la muka kau. haha or he was afraid to call me lagi ? HAHAHA afraid kenapa ? :( aiyoo tu la. time dia call kau buat tak endah, dahh dia x call baru kau tercari cari. kan ? lumrah manusia yang tak pernah bersyukur atas apa yang orang buat, kau tanak hargai, nanti dah dia tak buat baru kau tercari cari. aku selalu macam tu do. aku focus kat benda lain sedangkan benda lain tu tak focus kat aku and benda aku tak focus sangat tu lah yang focus kat aku. hehe faham tak ?!

its been like 2 and half years sudah bha. maybe ur sudah bored with me kan yang jarang sangat paying attention towards you. sorry ! tapi its okay la. maybe u got ur things to do jugak. i understand. or maybe its my time to call you back. okay ill do it later.

Ya Allah. meoww please la stop mengacau. i was typing bukan kau nak jadi army and kacau2 tangan aku. pleaseeeee !! :(

okay abah. i hope u'll read this ! but HAHA for sure your not gonna read my blog since my blog is not about politic in the first place ! hehe

okay member merefer kepada adik adik aku. :) sekian. ! HAHAH

mesti fikir boyfriend aku kan ?! HAHAHAH i think he's my truly boyfriend oh for now. yela . hidup single. so its good when my own dad jadi boyfie. hehehe. he's the best man ever before my husband. HAHAHAHAHAHAH

muchie love,
ur daughter !

it was okay ~

yes it was okay... errrrrkkk really not okay having break fast ! not because of food. actually it is because of food. today, went to beranang to eat tomyam there but we end up goin back to nilai since my favorite place sudah gone. yesss tinggal rangka suda idk what happened but my aunt said maybe they are doing some renovation. hurm maybe. i miss samina's food ! like hell yeahh ! :(

then went to q thai seafood and yes that place sudah full. watafaaakkk and then pegi sawadee . oh my. nice place but trust me sumpah service lambat macam harammm like seriously haram weh. watfaaaakk we have to wait for hour to get the food, obviously my aunt suda pissed of and fuck weh. the food not bad la. just the service yang lembab mcm haram membuatkan makanan kurang sedap. duhh~

haha dating with my acah2 bf since its been forever didnt dating with him. haha bz melampau bha dia. so i dont want to disturb jugak. im only his acah2 gf do. what do you expect? well acah2 will stay remain as acah2. :) :) i understand his feeling, sometimes saya pun macam tu jugak, out of the blue, im feeling like really wanna in relationship, but when i think deeply, it just my another feeling padahal im not ready to be in relationship. thats why i love having temporary feeling. :D HAHAH talked about my first and last love, i dont know why i still feel the pain. im feeling like crying but guess what. im too strong too hold on. yeay fifa !! oh my. i am so sad for what he have done to me. im feeling seriously dying inside. urghh forget and cut the crap fifa. seriously im okay just bila teringat tu. sumpah i was about to cry but malu laaa weh. ahaha booo thank god i can tahan2 my tear lagi. hehe

i really hope my ex will read this, tapi sumpah he wont. eee i hope u will feel what i feel someday. i really want karma to punch your in ur face and dick ! for sure, you gonna feel the pain. extremely pain. ! i dont hate you i dont know, but you know, you are the first man that really broke my heart. :( :( thanks for everything ! saya x kan lupa ohh the best moment we ever had. reading under 18 together2 and laughing macam bodoh. ! thanks !! sumpah weh x cukup lagi ne but enough is enough. im moving on like yeah. but betul la cakap orang. the pain.. hihihi its hard to leave. seems like it stay forever. :) unforgettable feeling tahu!


enough pasal stupido ex. eeeeeeeee i really wish i can erase him from my heart at this moment ! seriously God please help me. i really hope when i wake up in the morning, i dont have any memory with him aka his vanish from my mind and heart. please just please! :)

pypy :')

saturday boring

bosan ! nothing much to do since im waiting my aunt to come over here ! :)) we are going to break fast together ! :DD

so now im watching the keeping up with the kardashians marathon. memang tak bergerak aku and i like the reality show !

my bosan and busuk face ! LOL x mandi lagi. hehe blame the tv. HAHAH

HAHAH toodles !

makan makan !

HAHAH sumpah weh sampai sekarang aku masih kenyang gila gila. apa x. makan start dari berbuka sampai la pukul 10. haaaa mana kau cari. sumpah perut aku dah memboyot time tu. HAHAH

memang terbaikk la makan situ. HAHAHAHA okay pic ! *mood rajin tiba2 upload pic*

FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDD :))))

YEAY !!!! :D

lastly. aku beli baju ne ! HAHAHA comel x comel. janji aku suka ! :D

okayyy cukup for today ! wee~ penat aku tunggu upload punya pasal. grrrrrr


pypy

malam ini saya bengang

dengan siapa ? yes kauuu ! kauu lah ! grrrrr
aku bengang dengan kak fiza sebab aku call macam haram, tak angkat, tido mati betul. lepas tu pegi rumah dia. ketuk2 macam orang gila. jerit2 and still no respond. thank you la kak fiza ye . geram aku tahu geram !!
cakap nak main sama2 sat lagi kau tido melampau lampau. hesssh
kalau sekarang kau nak main memang tak ahh. -.-
dah pukul 10 and btw aku tak rasa dia akan bangun . hissh geram geram !
tanak kawan lagi kau do ! betul !

so aku confirm tak balik sabah. maybe lepas raya baru aku balik. itu pun kalau ticket ada. for sure memang ticket adalah. plus cuzzy aku pun tak balik. so erm i guess memang tak balik lah. heee well experience grows u kan orang bilang. betul ka ? HAHAHa. :(

okay la aku nak mandi jap lagi. nanti tulis tulis lagi. uwarrrgghh

pipi

di awal pagi.~

yes awal pagi betul. tapi kejap. bagi aku makan bun comel aku jap.
yes done. cepatkan. huahuahua. sebab lebihan aku bagi c meow makan. dia makan jugak.
yes bangun sahur simple je.
and thanks to you. yeah you sebab call.
another reason aku tiba2 update ne sebab aku tak tahu la ini coincidence ke hape ke.
but seriously. when i was like you know. writing about something bfore i go to sleep kan.
aku ada tulis tahu. if he's a good boyfie then he will call to wake me up. but then dia call do.
dah dua kali. or i need to tthink about it when macam mana arh ? urghhh.
maybe coincidence jak bha ne kan. so nothing to worried about lah jugak.
congratz !! HAHAHAHA
but still i dont see the good on you. adalah sikit. but too much little or aku yang mengada.
okay bye !

NO LIFE

i must say that is me right now.
oh how much i hate my life !
not that i mean, i wanna end up my life.
but being like this make me feel kinda stressful and so bla bla bla
i know this is temporary but do you know how much it bored when you got nothing to do at all.
trust me , i love to stay at home doing nothing but if ill be like this. surely im going to die.

but it is okay because i think i can still go on with this fucking feeling but !!!
watchout im going to burst my life. yes !!

just hold it on fifa. :))

but but !! last friday was awesome! bersocial saya dengan bagus. meet new like seriously new. thankgod jak im penniless if not, for sure we will goin to do some backpacking to somewhere. like seriously dude ! kau tunggu jak nanti. HAHAHA

till then i say wave wave~ STUPID


pyps

i guess not in the mood

to write or to talk anything. be back later once i found my soul back. chehh. padahal teda mood jak pun sebab kelaparan. HAHAHAHAH

erm roomate mengajak ke tesco . but what to buy there ? -.- hmmm

ikut jak lah. -.- zzzzzz


okay later.

p/s: i need someone to hug me now. . someone pls pls pls ? :(

i guess im just too sad or bla bla blaaahh.

sad ? actually im not it is more to hurt feeling. perasaan ku terluka. mengapakah.

its okay. i know how to heal myself :) like yeah !

almost setahun

yes ! almost setahun lagu yang aku request belum lagi dapat dapat siap. susah maybekan ? haha memandai jak kau fifa suruh2 request orang lagu, kalau senang nda pa jua. ini adeededed T_T biarlah tu. lupa suda kali dia kan. .

heehe see nda sangka ohh friendship aku dengan dia tahan like gila gila. thanks to facebook. oh no. thanks to chaer actually. manalah kau sekarang ne yea. takkan masih di rehab ? lolololol sabar lah yea. tu lah. dengan aku yang baik ne, ko nda mo. naaa pegi la kau sama itu ppuan and then bamm hilang khabar. alaa kau hilang khabar confirm2 la masuk rehab. hehe all the best sana sayang ! :DD

confirm confirm dia lupa tapi biarlah. apa kau ingat senang kah fifa mau cari guys yang ingat every single detail ? haha simpan angan kau tuhh weh. xkan ada punya. kau jak lah sorang2 ingat yea date date yang kau rasa comel. ffffuuuu u all guys ! :)

okay good night ! i know, hes never gonna find this. eeee geram nya saya. kenapa kau telampau bodoh ! bongok !

persoalan

persoalan nya disini. wahh straight to the point terus. teda bunga bunga lagi. ahaha jimat masa bha kan.

adakah anda percaya dengan soulmate ? dan apakah yang dimaksudkan dengan soulmate. HAHAHA

yes itu persoalannya. dan ya. aku percaya and maksud soulmate sorry aku tak dapat nak tulis kat sini.

kenapa aku percaya ?

ada something yang happened kat aku menyebabkan aku percaya, aku tak tahu aku mengalaminya or tidak but somehow i dont know. ahaha macam dia soulmate tapi rasanya urm it just another temporary feeling katanya. but im pretty sure that is not another temporary feeling tapi kata jaja just move on sebab tak gunanya orang begitu. how sad ? :D

its okay sebab bukan semua orang dapat bersama soulmate mereka. ada yang ditakdirkan hanya menjadi kawan dan ada ditakdirkan langsung tidak jumpa soulmate . how sad ? heee but somehow aku rasa soulmate aku ne, aku x dapat sama2 just stay as a friend. how sad ?

lepas tu. yang ini. yeah situation sekarang somehow aku dapat tengok yang itu bukan soulmate tapi aku pun tarak tahu. feel yea thats it. itu feel. :) tapi its okay. enjoy as long as you can. search as long as you can kan.

fuck this cough , confirm karang tido macam bahbi terbatuk batuk. i hate it i hate it !!!!!!!!!!


pyps

mimpi !

AKA NIGHTMARE ! what theeee.. i still can deeply remember and it was not good dream at all or i rather say it as nightmare. im blaming youu yeaaaa ! youu ! bf acah2 sebab selalu wish nightmare kat aku T_T

it was like i dont know. i was in a place with tons of people trying to get down but im stuck in the middle with all the people and next situation is , i live in somewhere which is so damn high and then im falling down because of when i looked down, kepala hotak jadi pening and yaaaaasshh aku jatuh and dead and lastly. i was sitting next to driver and suddenly driver tu cakap dia nak kencing and keluar macam tu je. while the car still moving and i have to take place but susahnya kereta dia moving ke bawah like seriously curam mahu mampus. and yeah. i managed to save it but saya mati terima kasih which i dont know why. bodo -.-

sampai sekarang saya masih terfikir and terfikir mimpi tu. and eee pelik oh what does it mean ahh ? yang driver tu yang nda boleh blah. ketawa ada. malu ada. takut ada. ehww nightmare is a just a nightmare doesnt mean anything at all bha kan. so its nothing la tuu T_T

selamat bersahur

yeaa hari ini entry dibuat pada awal pagi. pukul 6.15am. heehe nak tido tapi haduuiiiihh major problem aku disini ialah hidung. gatalllllllllllllllllllll gilak mau mampos. bersin bersin macam hapaa. then batuk2 yang melampau. thank god jugak la batuk aku nda menyerang time tido, if no, perghh memang aku maki maki jugak time tgh tido tu. aku peduli hapa.. sakit woo ! T_T then paling gross nya rasa tu batuk sangat lah tidak sedap sampai ada rasa bha batuk aku.. wah hebatkan.. nehh kamu ada ?!

please laa weh. i dont like dealing with all this sickness even sikit. tahu ka tidak best ! tidakk best ! i mean itttttt!! tolong lah. tolong laah. apa cara mau bagi hilang selsema and batuk yea ? makan ubat batuk ? or ubat selsema. takut bha aku nanti jadi hijau bha batuk aku tu. wakakakakkakakaka ehwww ! sial bodoooo. yaikkss.

oh entry kali ini jugak adalah untuk 18 ke atas sahaja since dia mengandungi unsur unsur menjijikkan. kepada tekak yang kurang kuat, adalah dilarang membaca entry ini sama sekali. sekian.

selamat berpuasa ! :D

who are you?

malas mau cakap panjang panjang since puasa and oh actually i lost my word since i got so many things came up in my mind on my way back to home from class.

i dont know. yeah. maybe your so damn good until you want to judge people . but trust me, judging people is not a good thing and yeah. or maybe i just got hit by karma. lol. but whos cares? i do care !!!!

i mean it is actually nothing. i know la bha you better than me, but doesnt mean kau cakap begitu will make you more better. i also have no right to judge you. but i dont know, maybe if he was joking that time, i will take that as nothing. but seems. i heard it. i mean its better for me to not to heard it. HAHAH talk behind me , i dont give a damn. but the major problem is i heard it. that is no good bha. i dont judge you and i dont thinking a bit pun to judge you. but why? ahaha and btw, you just know me my name, but do you even know me like seriously? no ur just my classmate and actually i dont even bothred by what are you saying just now. but i terasa gila doh. i sungguh tak menyangka people like u will judge . i thought u were different like others but. hm nevermind it. people make mistake. apatah lagi aku yang manusia alpa ni. its okay. i actually nda ambil hati pun but just idk maybe that time, he was like jwhfbsdhfsdhjfb entah entah ! malas mau cakap.

tapi apa yang aku mau cakap disini, aku sedar diri aku and aku tahu d mana aku berpijak and aku ndakan salahkan kau pasal apa yang sebutkan tadi just benda ini antara aku dengan orang kuat diatas tu. bukan kau. so, kau mau judge apa semua, i dont give a fuck tapi that is not a good thing to do. cukup la kau buat dengan aku, jangan buat dekat orang lain sebab ianya tidak bagus.

aku tahu benda ni kecik macam semut tapi aku tahu diri aku seorang yang gila sensitive that is why im telling you this even aku tahu kau takkan baca and jumpa punya blog ni. and at least i do more feel like thousand times better than aku on the way balik hostel. macam macam fikiran aku tadi. hurmm hee but thanks because i am kinda postive thinking punya person. cheeewahh. so i can control myself. and terima jak lah. yea. maybe apa yang dia cakap tu betul jugak kan. sapa lah aku ne , bukan macam dia. like seriously macam langit dengan tanah beza dia. bak kata kak fiza. ehhh no need la to tell that here. biar lah. haha

SELAMAT BERPUASA !

ohh is this a challenge to myself?

2 hidden meaning. yes. and i let youu ( macam ada pulak orang baca blog aku) to think about it. ( wahh rajin pulak kamu mau fikir kan. puiiii)

okay enough. terawih for the first time kat semenanjung. heee :D thrilled do ! haha yala. i got no one bha to ask to go with. then if yea pun mesti ada alasan this and that and this. at last aku nda pigi kan. hmm cant blame to them jugak. maybe saya yang kurang effort kan. who knows ! :D

and okay. fever is not a good thing. frankly speaking, it make my life miserable ! ohh please. aand thank god. my immune is kinda strong jugak kan. ahaha 1 night only i had worst fever. u know what is the secret ? mandi ( urgh i hate it !! lebih2 time pening badan panas. demmm) then makan , makan ubat. drink alot of water ( like me air cap badak aka cooling water sebanyak yang mungkin) tido selubung. for sure sat lagi bangun confirm berpeluh gila and by that time u will know that ur getting better. haha and then 100 plus ! yea it is helping alot maybe ?!

sore throat. im having sexy voice now so feel free to talk to me. HAHAHAH

okay . i always saw this. urghh i think. urm forget it :D

so later !