3/25/2011

it's saturday already rebecca black :)

heyhey kinda lama jugak kan tidak update dalam menulis2 ini. paling pun update pic tumblaaarr seja kan. eheee well hari ini saya nak tumblr.

okay now i realized saya tidak lah sesihat mana. i got problem with my stomach and yeah tidak membuatkan saya gembira at all. :( saya rasa saya ada heartburn and fuck weh, sangat tidak selesa and thanks for the advice untuk menyuruh minum ENO and yea it does help me alotalot :D

well, kinda sad for nini, he seems still thinking about his past and i thought he live his life well but god prove me wrong .i hope u can get over and please lah open your heart and try to forgive. but i totally get your feeling bah. even me dulu, it takes like a year jugak to forgive my ex ex. semua ex ex saya macam sial yea. tapi omg! your story freaks me out and somehow i think saya pula yang trauma yea. omg omg ! i can believe that. saya mau muntah and perut saya sakit eh ingat balik nini punya story tuh. omg ! that is too much.

and well, somehow i feel that girl is totally dont deserved nini. hes a good guy and yeah i mean everyone is not perfect kan , but nini is not deserved him after what she done to nini. well, its easy to say the words im sorry but its not what you think that u can get his forgiveness. :) nowadays girl seems cant think and brainless. like who do think you are to do this to him? im not only pointing to nini’s case but others too. its not good to cheat kan just for our hapiness, while others suffering with your tindakan. its stupid and dont you think like thousand times before making decision ? karma. yeah karma will always hit you right on your face someday. im talking here like im perfect but i tell you, im not, i got my own mistake too. but saya belajar from my mistake. bukan ko sorang jak hidup di dunia ne, even people always say we live not to please people but sometime we have to respect them. lantak lah kita tak please dorang but dorang seriously deserved respect from us. if we cant do that, then people will got no respect for you too. think about it.

i was the fark. sakit hati me skarang oh. omfg. i think i should stop here before this fucking tumblr crash mcm sial lagi. forget my words . i may write too much and im sorry kepada sesapa yang terasa. just being nice to people. if u wanna be bitch, i dont care cuz i do it sometimes, but please dont be a slut cuz life is hard. slut will make lifes easier . HAHA and no fun lah weh. no pain no gain bah, people now likes to take challenge. hehe

malam2 buta punya ayat. i can do it better, just the crashing thingy makes me become stupid because terlampau mengeluarkan ayat2 comel yang macam sial .

so talk to you later,

pypachan.

p/s : seriously i need to write more sebab saya tidak puas hati! HAHa

3/11/2011

HELLO HI, HI HELLO

okay sangat lama bukan, saya tidak mengupdate blog blog yang terbiar usang ini. well. aku adalah agak busy dengan rutin harian aku yang baru jugak bermula. new sem, new subject. thank god, takda yang nak SE or repeat. pheww. alhamdulillah, ku panjat kesyukuran ke atas Mu. :))

sekarang sudah sem 6, subject okay nampak sudah taring mula nak tough. kami sudah di gembar gemburkan dengan final project. honestly dalam kepala otak aku, langsung takda idea. ngeri bukan, entah la sapa nak ambik aku sebagai partner projek, aku pun taktau ada ke tak orang nak berpartner dengan aku. result was okay ?? okay la sangat T_T okay at least aku learn something from my first
HND year ohkay.. please lah dont last minute , tak comel dan tak cool, lebih2 aku gelabah nak mampos ! soo from now on, any assignment, awal2 lah start. okay i get it ! :)))

semenjak aku balik ke college. okay sangat banyak kejadian yang berlaku sama diri ini. baik or buruk ! :(( :)) well thats life kan. even sekarang ne semakin sial sial my day. tapi with positive attitude, some good friend, i can get through the day dengan jayanya! im proud to be myself. ow yeah yeaaa :DDD

i need money. heeehee i need to shopping! HAHA and currently falling in love with satu gadget ni. actually mula mula tak tengok sangat, tapi TER- tengok and yeah ! saya pun mau jugak bah itu mp3! cool weh. sumpah nak beli and once dah beli, nak mandi sambil dgr mp3 lepas niy. HAHAH mesti cool and for sure bising sekejap lah kan everytime aku masuk mandi. hiihihhhihi

okay sesungguhnya saya sangat tidak berkenan dengan bencana alam. lebih lebih bila berkaitan air, well tsunami lah. okay tadi pagi hujan je, sedap je layan mata. so after class tuh, konon nak ambil result lah, tapi since orang agak selow dan aku pun decide balik and sampai rumah online kejap then tidur since hujan sejuk, perghh memang besssst ohkay tido. then terbangun pkul 4 la gitu, (wah agak lama ye saya melantak tido, patuhlah skrang still freshie meshie my mata) then online balik, tengok kat twitter, dah banyak hashtag pray for japan, bukak tumblr pun sama. okay rupanya2 ada earthquake kat japan, 8.9SR and paling disaster dia ada tsunami. hissshh aku paling tak suka bencana alam seperti tsunami. idk why. ohh i think i know why, sebab time kecik2 aku ada takut sikit dengan air laut, i mean pantai. aku time kecik2 mesti tanak pijak pantai tu, if i do then aku akan menangis. so i guess until now kot? i mean ketakutan kepada air laut tu still ada. T_T and then aku try la google and tengok video2 orang post kat facebook, berbekal internet connection yang tak berapa seperti internet connection sebab lembab macam siput, siput lagi laju. tapi thank god, aku dapat tengok gak walaupun adalah kena tunggu macam 10 mins for 2mins video. HAHAH i was likeeeee OMGGGG, hisshh ngeri okayy. laju je air dia weh. aku tak blehh.cepat okay masa berlalu and things happened macam zap zap zap ! aku tengah best best tido, bangun2 je dah berapa nyawa dah melayang just pasal 1 event. aku belajar kat sini,nyawa bila2 boleh kena ambil no matter kau tengah buat apa. okay i soundd soo .... and honestly aku tak ready lagi for anything. AHAH okay jujur ape benda pun takde okay kat diri aku T__T. sah2 aku penghuni rumah H. heheee mata dah start berkaca2 aku pun macam eager lah cakap benda ne kat my roomate, malangnya response tak berapa mengujakan :( sedih. i was hoping like there is someone will talk to me, semangat and takut yang sama macam aku. tapi tade pun orang yang sama perasaan macam aku. tapi aku jumpa jugak orang yang sama perasaan aku , kat tumblr :)) thanks tumblr at least im not alone :(

sometime aku terfikir, will my friend be there for me if i needed them the most.? im wondering adakah saya ini seorang kawan yang baik, seorang kawan yang available no matter what, seorang kawan yang berada ditempat yang betul bila my friend need me ? hurmm i dont know but i think ive done my part , and idk whther me yang tia pandai mau talk to them that i need them, or just they don't see it. omg ! emonyaaa! hishh ini bukan emo just aku terfikir semua niy suddenly. boleh tak korang korang being honest and cakap kat aku, aku niy seorang kawan yang berguna or teda guna. because i need real friendship bukan yang cakap2 belakang. idk why, but i really dont like it. ehwwwww okayy . aku harap aku seorang kawan yang digunakan time happy and time sedih. terima kasih. :)

okay my nini hilang. yeah i mean like disappeared. i dont know where he have been now, maybe busy melampau2 kali and heee there will be no texting until u do. hihihi bukan ego okay. just takut wrong timing. anyway, i miss you bahh , lama tia talking, story-ing. hisshh nvmd it lahh :)) u will never read this jugak.

tadi went to somewhere yang tak berapa nak tinggi punya tempat lah. and thats was close okay. and i really can tell that the anjing kerajaan agak bullshit and sial okay. kegeteaan dorang agak terkeluar. eyhh sumpah okay fuck. aku agak terpucat sekejap jugaak lah, yea lah tengah best2 talking 18sx punya cerita. hihihih suddenly plak kau datang and i really need to renew my license woo. hisshh ohh. tia sangka jugak saya memandu 2 tahun sudaah ! what i really want to say is time goesss so damn fast kan kan ? entah lah korang rasa or tidak, but i really rasa ohh yang masa agak pantas berlalu.

apa lagi aku mau cakap? banyak tapi rasanya. its okay. nanti nanti lagi kita cecite kayy :))

muchlove,
pypachan :DD